Literature

here's some Haikus i've made in the spirit of satanism, using the Infernal Names. more found On My Site 

Satan is not real

Asmodeus is sexy

I want to fuck them

this is because, well, Satan is supposed to be the personification of all sin, and Asmodeus is the Hebrew devil of sensuality and luxury, and, well, i would fuck them happily metaphorical, but i am lesbian, so i don't actually

Azazel is hot

I want Naamah to fuck me

Dagon seems real chill

Azazel taught man to make weapons of war and introduced cosmetics, the latter being why i say hot, also because, well, fire is a weapon. Naamah is the hebrew female devil of seduction (my lesbian ass REALLY wants to get in her pants) and Dagon is a philistine avenging devil of the sea/ocean, which i say chill because, well, the oceans are chill, and philistine literally means "a person who is hostile or indifferent to culture and the arts, or who has no understanding of them", so yeah.

Abaddaon is great

To hell with the christian saints

let's raise up Saitan

Abaddon is Hebrew for "the destroyer", which ties in the next line, to hell with the christian saints, let's destroy them, they had their time. and the last line is because, well, let's raise up Saitan, which is Enochian for Satan, meaning it's in the "language of god", which just makes this more of a spit in the face

Bast loves trans girls lots

Sammael will set things right

Amon will teach lots

Bast is an egyptian goddess of pleasure, who is represented as the cat, which i mention with trans girls because almost all trans girls relate to cats in some way, and lots have a cat girl persona of some manner or another (i know i do). the next line mentions Sammael, whish is Hebrew for "venom of god", which since being trans isn't in the bible, those who choose to hate on trans people in the name of god will receive his venom. then the last one is because Amon is an egyptian ram headed god of life and reproduction, so he'll teach lots of stuff like sex, how to love life and all that because living and having sex and enjoying life is good, and trans girls should do that more and not have to deal with the hate that we get.

You claim to be good

Yet you guilt trip everyone

Including yourself

this is really against a lot of religions, but mainly christianity. it points out that everything is based on guilt and that without it, people would never stay within the religion, and that they guilt trip others, but they keep saying they're good when all they try to do is put people down for enjoying life. it also ties into people who use manipulation to try and guilt and control people

Sekhmet favors me

I have given up on you

Shiva shall end us

this is because i had a breakup, and the first line is about Sekhmet favoring me, with Sekhmet being the egyptian goddess of vengeance, meaning that i should take vengeance, but that leads to the second line, "I have given up on you", referring to me being done, but not seeking vengeance (symbolic of me being a LaVeyan Satanist, and not believing these beings exist, thus not following what they would have me do if they did), and the third line is about Shiva, which is Hindu for "the destroyer", and sounds a bit better with less syllables than Abaddon, which is Hebrew for "the destroyer"

within this poor broken world, I cradle your head, soft within my hands as I stare in your eyes.

upon your forehead, I lay but one kiss, not a sign of love you are used to, but of sisterly love

it comes from the person that is your loving and lovable inverse, from the person who loves you, from me.

underneath these stars that we see each night, I love you, and wish upon them for us to never be separated

and I show my love upon the setting of the gleaming moon within the sky by reminding you of it with a hug

and until the day I enter death, I shall show my love each day, with hugs, and caring.

I love you, until the day I am dead, and even after, my love will persist

because while I may be dead, your memories of me will never die.

this is a poem I wrote while you're sick Vespie, and it's to show you that I'm never leaving you, and will love you as my sister from now until the end of our lives

this word is a verb which means to utilise, use, speak, or in some manner make use of English mostly because English is a messy language that's hard to learn and understand

Apophenia (/æpoʊˈfiːniə/) is the tendency to perceive meaningful connections between unrelated things. The term (German: Apophänie from the Greek verb ἀποφαίνειν (apophaínein)) was coined by psychiatrist Klaus Conrad in his 1958 publication on the beginning stages of schizophrenia. He defined it as "unmotivated seeing of connections [accompanied by] a specific feeling of abnormal meaningfulness". He described the early stages of delusional thought as self-referential over-interpretations of actual sensory perceptions, as opposed to hallucinations. -Wikipedia

this essentially means that you might notice multiple coincidences and think there's some sort of connection there and think that there's a huge conspiracy or cause behind it, when there's not, and it is merely coincidence. like My Friend Akasi says (whose quote i have stolen) "coincidence loves to fuck with me", for per, it's just a matter of per thinking that it's weird and part of per life and just coincidence trying to drive per crazy or just in general mess with per, like a giant hoax on per from the universe that per ignores and gets to laugh about when in reality, it bugs per a bit, which i am the same way

Alixian: this is my huge fiction story project, and is hosted on a separate sub-site. also, mature audiences only. go ahead, walk through the Riftarian Door

This is just a stupid story I wrote and might keep adding on to as my life goes on. It’s a mix of sci fi, smut, fantasy and a load of other stuff, and in general is, well, complicated. It’s a messy story. I hope you enjoy it.

target audience: horny lesbians, sci fi lovers, romance lovers, fiction lovers, people who like stories with lots of room for fan-fic, stories with lots of lore (even if mine is unfinished)

if that sounds like you and something you like, Ripples In Time is waiting, or is it? or does it exist in this timeline? only people who read it will know

this is a short guidebook I have typed up and created for those of you to use at your pleasure. it is a very effective way to deal with the christians who claim to be good, but upon further inspection, is becomes blatantly obvious that their religion, their beliefs, their "goodness" is all but a veil to hide their hate.

some christians are good, but should you find a toxic one, I can promise you My Guidebook will have a solution.

this is a fictional smut/sex story that is, well, aberrant, but hey, enjoy. it'll serve as my most off-beat and odd story, and allow me to experiment with dual perspective and duality based stories with multiple character sets

themes: kidnapping, coercion, lesbian/F4F, codependency